Thursday, October 25, 2007
Hi guys...hahax...recently seems to be relatively free. Can blog everyday. I think is because of OP. Everyone is preparing for their own speech. Chuan Yue and I no need to cover for them. Hahax. I think OP is the best in PW. Hahax. Today I just practiced for my OP during GP. Well, still having the same problem. Cannot speak well in front of other people. But my Q&A still seems to be ok. I think everything is ok for the time being.
I had been reading other people blog. I came across to one of Yi Ming's entry. He said "humans are perfectionists..they want everything to be the best..no matter in luxury or life.." I think I have to agree with them. Actually I thought that do not apply to me. But I found out that I also cannot escape from the fact. In sec school, whatever grade I have for my test, I will be happpy. But now, being in a JC, I want to get all A. Or even be the top in the school. But I think I am forcing myself too much. I slowly lose the true purpose of loving a subject. In the past, subject that I loved are those I really like to know about. But now, the subject I loved is those I can get highest in class. I want to be the top for that subject. I think I really forcing myself too much. The more I force myself, the worse I will perform. So I decided that from now, I will find back the true purpose of loving a subject.
Innocence
10/25/2007 08:25:00 PM
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
Hi again...hahax...Just finish my speech for OP. Everything seems to be on track. My group did our rehearsal today. Well. Recevied a relatively good remark for our group. Now is practicing how to get our high EE. I think our group can get a high EE for our OP. Hahax. After school went to SC room to take a look at what other orientation committee are doing. After that, Ming sheng, Ser Li, Su Wi, Jia Hao, Melvin, Wen Bin, Alvin and I played musical chair. Hahax. Is cool la. Got tatics to win one lo. The overall winner is Ming Sheng. He is damn good at pushing people and grabbing the chair lo. Hahax. Well, today is rather a relaxing day despite OP is near the corner.
Innocence
10/23/2007 10:51:00 PM
Monday, October 22, 2007
Hi everyone...It really had been quite some time since I last blogged. Well, I was preparing preparation my OP (Oral Presentation). Beside that, there are still a lot of preparation going on. One of them is the PAE orientation. I am the I/C of orientation package. Now I need to come out with as many design as possible. The theme is cross road. Montfort Bro, can help me to come out with some design? hahax. The next major preparation is the SunBurst Camp. I think the camp going to damn cool. Because we have a chance to work with other JCs and Polys. In addition, we are like the host of Singapore. We will be receiving other scholars from ASEAN countries. Cool right. hahax. Ok I need to stop already. Need to practice my speech.hahax. Nitez
Innocence
10/22/2007 11:51:00 PM
Saturday, October 6, 2007
Hi everyone...Hahax...Just wake up only. Yeah yesterday studying until morning. With jun xiang, wei xian and guo bin. We all chiong different subjects. Guo Bin chiong physic, wei xian chiong chem, Jun xiang chiong Econ. Guess what I chiong. Hahax. I chiong game. =P I just bought new games. Only one RPG game. Hahax. Planning to complete the game before promo finish. But I think it is impoosible. Blog later, I go eat 1st.
Innocence
10/06/2007 06:38:00 PM
Friday, October 5, 2007
Hi everyone. Finally completed my blogskin already...hahax. My promo is in 4 day times I think. It is bored. Just hope that my promo can end now. Yeah, other JC finished their promo already lah. F*** sia. Why my school so late then start promo. Nothing to say
Recently I have thought of many things. It is like all the Why, who, what, when, where and how question. I remember that yesterday, I took a 6 hours nap. That one don seem to be a nap to me. It is rather like a recall of my life. It sounds weird but that 6 hours like took me back to my past. But I can only recall some of them only. I have been questioning about my life. They seem to be all the unanswerable question. Who I really am, why I have this kind of life, Where is my destination, what is my purpose of life and many more.
Sometime I really think who I really am. Every now and then, it looks like I have 2 personality. One is want to have a normal life, a life that very simple. Another wants to be the best of everything. Top in the class, good in everything. Some time I really got confused what I really want. But at least I know something. All i can do now is to follow what I want to do most and follow my mind and body.
My life seems to be very screwed up. My life look like drama story. A life that seems to be played by someone. Family not rich, all my relative look down on my family, close friend of my died because of cancer, health not good, what bad things still can fall on me. Death? Nah, I don think that is a bad thing. It looks like it is not time for me to go. 2 times. Almost killed in 2 incidents, ended saved by someone. 1st incident, there is a glass falling on me that time, my mum somehow saved me but she injured her leg. 2nd incident, almost meet in a car accident but got saved by my friend. Sometime, I start to wonder do I bring bad luck to my friends and my family? I really don know. My friend's death, my mum's injury why all this must occur on me. I don know the reason too. Now I just follow my promise to my friend: Be happy everyday.
Sometime I wonder my choice is it correct one. Going to a JC, calling other friends to go JC, I really don know is it a good choice. JC don seem to be funny (maybe for my only) It is so boring.
Innocence
10/05/2007 02:26:00 AM
