Friday, October 5, 2007

Hi everyone. Finally completed my blogskin already...hahax. My promo is in 4 day times I think. It is bored. Just hope that my promo can end now. Yeah, other JC finished their promo already lah. F*** sia. Why my school so late then start promo. Nothing to say

Recently I have thought of many things. It is like all the Why, who, what, when, where and how question. I remember that yesterday, I took a 6 hours nap. That one don seem to be a nap to me. It is rather like a recall of my life. It sounds weird but that 6 hours like took me back to my past. But I can only recall some of them only. I have been questioning about my life. They seem to be all the unanswerable question. Who I really am, why I have this kind of life, Where is my destination, what is my purpose of life and many more.

Sometime I really think who I really am. Every now and then, it looks like I have 2 personality. One is want to have a normal life, a life that very simple. Another wants to be the best of everything. Top in the class, good in everything. Some time I really got confused what I really want. But at least I know something. All i can do now is to follow what I want to do most and follow my mind and body.

My life seems to be very screwed up. My life look like drama story. A life that seems to be played by someone. Family not rich, all my relative look down on my family, close friend of my died because of cancer, health not good, what bad things still can fall on me. Death? Nah, I don think that is a bad thing. It looks like it is not time for me to go. 2 times. Almost killed in 2 incidents, ended saved by someone. 1st incident, there is a glass falling on me that time, my mum somehow saved me but she injured her leg. 2nd incident, almost meet in a car accident but got saved by my friend. Sometime, I start to wonder do I bring bad luck to my friends and my family? I really don know. My friend's death, my mum's injury why all this must occur on me. I don know the reason too. Now I just follow my promise to my friend: Be happy everyday.

Sometime I wonder my choice is it correct one. Going to a JC, calling other friends to go JC, I really don know is it a good choice. JC don seem to be funny (maybe for my only) It is so boring.

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