Today went to temple with my family, along with all the Neo family. We went there to chao du for my 2 aunts and my great-grandparent. The temple is located at bedok. Reached the temple about 9am and left there about 3.30pm. Nothing much to say at the temple. The only thing i observed is my grandmother.
In the process of chao du, I really can hear how badly my grandmother cried. It had been about 40 years since both my aunt passed away. I believe she still cannot forgive herself. I managed to find out how my aunt passed away. Surprising both my aunts died is because my grandmother was unable to take good care of them. I can really feel how my grandmother was feeling at that point of time. Hearing all the crying and looking at the tears coming out from my grandmother eyes, I almost cannot hold my tears. There is the strong feeling I can sense it. Coming out from my grandmother. Is more than sorrow and regret. I don know to use which word.
